So there I’m, sitting on the leather chair and looking outside. It's raining and the sun has not shown its face for a long time, but that's ok as all the things happening and my family is good, healthy and happy. The rain actually brings life and one must not forget that in the long haul.
Why is all this happening? Only god and the angels know and I am confident it’s all for the better. My husband is sick, but it’s a flu and the kids are getting over theirs soon enough. One must be sick to be stronger once in a while. So this is how it’s gonna be and we are looking forward to our trip to west Australia. The Aborigines are friendly but also very private people and we are happy to live with them for a while and see if we can pick up a tuning or two from them to help us appreciate this great mother earth a little bit longer. Oh dear, we are holding on to life as if there was no tomorrow, but there is and that’s the great thing about it.
Little Jake and Tom are too inquisitive and I love them dearly. Juan is loving his job so much more now that he worked from home and able to also enjoy the little ones a bit more. Wow, he is so good looking and I’m loving my home and my job as well.
Back in the days in Cape Town I could only ever dream of the life we are living at the moment and I'm so happy that he came, held my hands and told me that he has arrived and found me finally. He had travelled the world on the search for me or so he later realized as it was a seemingly aimless search that left him angry and empty every time he returned. Once he saw me he realized what he had been searching for and was happy and calm and over the moon.
We love each other so much and I am grateful to be giving the chance to walk this planet with him. Funny actually that we had been together before so many lives and universes that we cannot count each and every one any longer. We have met many light years ago on an ancient planet and then and there just knew it. We are so connected that in each and every life we will recognize each other and be grateful for yet another chance to be together. He is so full of life and laughter and is helping me to be who I am supposed to be. Funny, happy and laughing out loud a lot. Through his energy my healing therapy has taken on another dimension all on its own... what I never felt before or heard, saw, is now second nature. We meditate together and that is also how he found me... I meditated one day and asked to be able to speak to him. I told him how much I loved him and that I’m working hard on getting to where I needed to be in order for us to finally meet. He said he'd wait forever, but was really longing for me to start the life he'd created years ago for us and that he was happy we could connect in the meantime like this and talk and share what we've been up to up to now.. our fears and ambitions and what is generally happening in our lives.
We are one and always will be, that's why this is so fantastic. He always loved me and always will and in all the lives we found each other and that was that. We were always lovers besides once, when I was his little kid. Oh my dear love, how much I am looking forward to seeing and being with you, you cannot imagine. I am telling you that we are planning so many great things and that our lives, despite some work, will always be happy as we love and respect each other. I am really soon to be with you and so so love you, my little honey bunny!!